Even though she hates me, I feel at peace with myself for saying what I said. Someone had to say something and now I look like the bad guy because I am the only one who chose to do so. It may take a while for her to realize is was out of love and care, but either way, I am glad I said it. Even if I am the only one being real to her face. Many others think like me, but for whatever reason do not speak up.
Besides, I would have been a bad person had I not expressed my concern. I regret not saying it before to someone else and I will not do it again. It haunts me every day. At least now, I feel I can sleep at night.
One day, she will remember what I said. She can banish me from her life all she wants but I will always be waiting because I know she is going to need my help someday.
I love you and I wish you strength, open-mindedness, and courage through this time of your life.
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