Well, it seems that I was notified of my relationship status through Facebook. Joey and I are no longer together. Its probably for the better because we can't seem to get along these days. We haven't actually hung out in months. Its always saying one thing and doing another. It's so hard to know which is the truth. It's really hard and the only thing I can think of doing right now is crying or throwing up.
I just feel so alone. I really wanted to go to this Stand-Up Comedy show tonight for free at UCSB and I've invited about 5 or 6 people. Only 1 has responded and she can't come. The other's haven't said anything.
I am so desperate to make friends. Why does it seem so hard to do here? Its really shooting down my self esteem. Is there anything to like about me? I can't even tell anymore...
I feel worthless today. That's all.
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