...

To sum it all up:

-I haven't been able to sell a single knit item.
-Financial Aid took away my Pell Grant because they changed my major from 'Nursing' to 'CNA' and apparently, its "nonfundable."
-I am swimming in homework and I think I may drown.
-Rain is supposed to be cleansing, but lately, it brings me sadness.
-My living situation next year is a gigantic mess. I think I may be going it alone (well...I do have Precious...).
-The constant 'shitty' feeling has been looming over my head again. All week.
-Trying to make friends in my classes. It just proves that I am too far away and no one wants to hang out with me.
-I've realized Dr. Tanowitz is like my closest friend. I basically tell him everything. It feels like he is the only one who even asks or cares.

Physically and mentally, I feel like I should explode into a million pieces. My skin is crawling. I feel stuck again.

"One day can change your life. One day can ruin your life. All life is is three or four big days that change everything." -Beverly D'Onofrio